Fillmy Life with Strawberries

12.18am...Just had my bath... I went out with nicz, cindy, daw n scott earlier on... So fu*ked up, quarreled with taufik just now. Damn irritating lo.. Already tell him that i going out with them.. Then keep asking me to meet him. Aiyah, dunoe la.. So shit. Everytime i go out with him. Then will sms all the shitty stuff..

Luckily we booked a reservation at 6pm.. The queue was so long when we reached Heeren Sakae... Ricky working cashier... lOlx. =x We ate alot of stuff lo... Then he charged $23+ only.. wahahas... =x We took neoprint after our dinner... Then go fareast walk2... Scott just gotten his driving license.. He asked us want out anot... But i didn't go lo... Later Taufik kb again... Haiz, so fu*ked sial. Keeping sms me where am i, this n that.. Keep asking i going home with who...

jiet tao quarreled with him.. Im really very tired of all these crap and shit lor! Understand??!! you have your circle of friends, i have mine. Yours don't have girls doesn't mean i can't have guys as friends. When i say i am going out with nicz they all, you will start "questioning". Its fu*king irritating you get it??!! Not just that. Don't you get tired of all these fu*king shit stuff we quarreled.?!

Sometimes, i really don't understand why i chose to wait in the past instead of... ... ?!... If not, maybe things wouldn't have turned out this way... I realised something, its really better to be with someone who loves you more than someone you love more. Being in love really sucks with all these quarrels and stuff. Just wish to get out of this. Notice the differences between us?!?!