Fillmy Life with Strawberries

"Da Chang jin" just finished. Stupid Lady Cui! They are so evil... ... Did all those low class things to get the post of Top Lady. Disgusted!

Went out with Taufik just now. Bought a pumps from Anna Nucci and a pink sling bag at Zinc. Then he went to cut his hair. Nt really nice but looks neater now... And i am so angry today. Yesterday he said he's going out with his friends to so called celebrate his birthday. He said he going out with the guys all. Then today, when he told me about Syadid thing, whether should girls keep the stuff from their ex or should they dumped them away after breaking. Then suddenly he said the girls all said should keep. I am not sure if he blurted out accidentally or purposely said to let me know the girls were around yesterday. And he claims that he wasn't informed that they were going? haha. this is so so funny. How could he not know who would be going? Sounds so fake. And it seems that i am the one at fault for being angry? Yaya. Whatever... I am angry because he did not say earlier who's going. Yar right.. All the guys... If im the one going out with my friends. He would just say what for go? with all the guys around... Argh. Whatever.! And most probably im not going to go out tomorrow. Rather stay at home...

Maybe he doesn't really understand me? When im angry, i do not like to talk! And i am so irritated when he kept asking me to talk. Say this and that, claiming that keeping quiet wouldn't solve the problem. Yes! i know! keeping quiet is not a way to solve problems. Yes, i will talk, but not at the time when im angry. I just want to be alone. And not, listen to what you say or answering your this and that. Probably it would be better the next day after i forget everything. So, just let me be... ...